It's been a long time between blog posts and while I've been working hard on my biz I'm happy to tell you that I've been in period of intense confusion over what I should be doing to move forward in life and in business. So. Much. Confusion.
I've spent countless hours in front of my laptop staring at blank pages hoping for inspiration to strike. It didn't. I meditated on which direction I should go and it proved to be a little *too* expansive. I thought about it. I tried not to think about it. I asked others. I was frustrated and unsatisfied and losing...my...mind.
While I was struggling with action and inaction I was working my booty off at my full time job. It was relentless and hard and incredibly draining both physically and emotionally. Still, I turned up, day after day because that's what resilient people do, right? That's what a good worker does, right? That's what a woman who wants to be successful does, right?
It's was hard to recognise at the time and easy to say now, that I was stuck. Making the right choice was IN MY FACE. I was hearing it, I was seeing it, I was feeling it. I wasn't making it. I was making a choice to be stuck, to remain bullied, underappreciated and overworked. I was choosing that for myself. How freakin' messed up is that? A life coach making a terrible choice. FAIL.
So, I decided to make a different choice. I decided to leave my full time job and commit to my biz 100%. Am I freaked out? Yep! Am I hoping my leap of faith isn't a leap to failure and regret? Hell yes! Do I care? Yes, of course I care if I fail.... Am I happy? I've never been happier.
I don't have it all figured out. I don't have to. I just have to make one good choice after another. I have to take one step at a time.
That's what I want for you, to have the courage to make a different choice and to take action on that choice, despite how scary and confusing and FREAKED OUT you might be.
I've learned a LOT as I've worked through the confusion and taken the leap and I want to share it with you. I will be releasing a coaching mini-series in the coming week called 'LEAP', an all-inclusive coaching series designed to get you from inaction to action, to overcome your fears and challenges and to take that leap with confidence and with conviction.
There's a difference between 'leaping' and 'falling'....that's YOUR choice.
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